Silent suicide

A life for death
Dying to live
Dying to die
Was i ever living?
Or was i just dying
Slowly painlessly dying?

For life is to live
And to die for life
And die to live
Isn't a life at all

It is death
In all it's stillness
It is death
It is longing and desire
But never reality
Just a hopeless fantasy of the mind
As one lies in his self made coffin

I died the day i was dying to live
To feel again
To love and heal
A life for death.